Yo wats up guys..
I'm darn boring over this weeken, and there's 4 days holidays. Only stay at home, can't go anywhere. And on 30th, that's the day my mother and brother and sisters comes to SINGAPORE. Shit hell that they can't come because of my dad and big brother and big sister's problems!! WTF..isn't this sucks?? i don't know if i'm their daughter, this family doesn't belong to me at all...Till now i still feeling sad inside my heart, always makes me cry whenever my mum called me and cried. When i heard her crying voice, i can't control myself, i shouted at her and said:"Can you please stop crying? crying can't solve your problem!! so don't cry ok?!?! i know dad is not a good daddy to me but we had to make him dotes on us more than the BITCH at the club!!" Omg..i feels so heart broken after saying this to my mum. She just hung up the phone and..........
I almost want to cry when i typing these. I just want my mum stop crying over all this stupid matters..Why can't she stop thinking about this?!?!?! Ffs..i hated dad, big sis, aunts. I WANT TO KILL THEM RIGHT AWAY!!!!!! what i want is they stop making my mum crying everydays, and those nosy people can stop the idiotic nonsenses infront of dad!!! so Freaking!!! I feels like commit suicide!! NOOB!!!!!!!
& i don't know how it gets better than this.❤ 4:12 AM